Steps to Happiness
(for Cecelia) 2-99
Live one life of confusion
Let your heart quest for sure passion
Let the fates take your hand
In hope, reach out your hand
A promise of passion forever
Cast your heart on the future
Find an angel at last
Forget your past
Give your heart without question
Find an angel from heaven
Believe in the joy that is sure
Give your heart reach; let passion soar.
Trust your heart; believe in your dream.
Believe in happiness, serene
Ignore and bet on the odds
Give your all, and your love
Believe in miracles; Have faith in the future
Find your soul mate; believe in a lifetime
Meet in the middle; Give your heart with promise
Accept an unexpected twist of fate
Give always forgiving all
For passion give your heart
A poet's heart; a lost dreamer's delight
Promise your heart; Discover sweet love
Promise your love unconditionally
Britteny
(for Cecelia) 2-99
A dreamer and angel united
A love dreamed of entwined
A union of lovers sweet passion
A gift from above was given
A blessed gift was sent from above
A perfect angel born of love
Love Story
(for Cecelia) 12-98
Once there were two hearts, two lives
Two lonely hearts longing to find real love
Two separate lives, in different places
Both missing something in their lives
Just one special piece to the puzzle
Experiencing a miracle, a dreamer met an angel
Two lonely hearts melded, becoming one true love
Casting away past hurt and pain
Together building a perfect life
Feeding the fire of love, consumed by the flames
Believing in a brighter future, hearts taking flight
One blessed couple, destined to be together
To share life's joy, each giving perfect love
Love's promised happiness, living sweet vows
Walking hand in hand loving forever
Cecelia
(for Cecelia) 11-98
In my heart the name of pure love
The stars luminance fail to match her own
Oceans envy the depth of her love
Happiness cannot express what she brings
My heart calls out her name
My life’s search at last satiated
Love’s true name still calls out Cecelia
A moment in her arms indescribable
Aphrodite could not equal her love
Without her with me I am unfulfilled
I feel blessed to have her in my life
Finding her has dwarfed all my accomplishments
A minute, an hour, a lifetime wished for
Each second with her, so cherished
To be granted her love forever
Would be the truest wish come true
If I can but closely match the love she gives
Give just a portion of the sweet pleasure she offers
I can just reach heaven’s gift of her love
Gladly returning the sweet happiness she gives me
My life and heart pledged to love her
Our new beginning, our lives story
A story of love written from above
Two hearts now one forever
Just one more sweet event with her
My heart to cry triumphantly
The day at last, she and I are wed
Our day, the first of a lifetime
Thinking
(for Cecelia) 8-98
My mind wanders and I find you
I concentrate and you appear
Before you, my options were few
Your image removing all fear
When I dream, you are in my arms
Reliving sweet memories of kissing you
I long to be lost in your charms
Wanting to build memories all new
Loving and wanting you, sharing perfect love
Forever to hold you with sweet passion
Making sweet slow love, proving our love
Longing again to stroll by the ocean
Needing to cuddle, talk of desires
Planning Holidays and special days
Laying with you building deep fires
Falling deeper in love every day
Counting the hours till we are together
Treasuring the moments we have shared
Each magic moment we grow closer
Knowing a lifetime we will be paired
Amazed my angel, how much I love you
Blessed I will always have your love to know
Giving my promise I will always love you
Cherishing your promise you will never let me go
Missing an Angel
(for Cecelia) 7-98
Missing you for all the right reasons
Our time together etched in tender memories
Missing being lost in each other's embrace
Needing the warm closeness we share
Missing the sweet taste of your kisses
Longing to start our journey, forever in your arms
Missing your soft, gentle caresses, on my skin
Searching each night for you in my dreams
Hoping you will appear to me for real
If I miss you deep enough in my dreams
Missing the way you smile at me for no reason
Longing to touch your soft skin, fingers caressing your hair
Missing the gentle way you touch me
Yearning to eagerly explore deep within your lips
Missing your soft whisper in my ear
Needing to make sweet, slow, passionate love
Missing your soft whimper as I kiss your neck
Wanting the quiet moments just snuggling close
Missing the laughter we share, our sweet moments
Soft chimes in my ear, memories of your laughing
Missing exploring, tracing my ABC's
Giving in to deep unexplored passions you release in me
Missing all our different, playful, tender to animal kisses
Finding new feelings and emotions unknown to me
Missing strawberries, whipped cream and you
Eyes closed lost in sweet memories we've shared
Missing and longing for you desperately
Learning from each other as we grow together
Missing the playing, discovering, tickling
My heart, my mind and my arms open for you
Missing new sensations discovered with you
Learning to relax to feel love's relief at last
Missing snuggling closer as we drift to sleep
My love so deep, made even stronger by your love
Missing gently waking you to make love again
Allowing our hearts to joyously join as one
Missing and accepting the perfect love in your heart
Knowing deep in my heart, I have found the love of my life
Finding with you, true love, we both, so long needed
Realizing with you, a miracle of happiness
The true meaning of "I love you"
Perfect Weekend
(for Cecelia) 6-98
You come to me with love in your heart
Longingly I take you, holding you close
Making up for lost time apart
Love deeply burning in your eyes glows
Our lips press together, first sweet kiss
Sharing a deep, long, loving embrace
Tasting, exploring, experiencing wondrous bliss
Soft hugs evolving to a deeper caress
We both ease down to the sand, embracing still
Waves gently moving up to greet the beach
Snuggling under blankets to escape the chill
Fingers caressing, touching softly within reach
Making WILD SEX on the beach, deeply kissing
Leaving proof of our passion, enjoying the moment
Caressing watching the sunset, softly hugging
Taking time to know each other, love heaven sent
Hours spent just being together, driving, miles passing
Watching you as you drift off to sleep
Later, holding you close, together dreaming
End of a perfect day, two lovers, sharing a love so deep
Awakening in your arms, gentle kiss
Plans for the future in perfect sync
Another evening, a movie, a passionate kiss
Us laughing, my silly tears, a stronger link
My love for you growing day by day
Our passion and hearts melding
My heart and reserves melting away
My addiction and love for you forever needing
Our love for each other will draw us together
The distance and time apart will disappear
A perfect love engaging our hearts forever
Sweet lifetime of caring holding you near
Before You
(for Cecelia) 6-98
I was lost; you found and saved me
I was lonely; you gave me your heart
I was alone; you gave me your friendship
I was unloved; you gave me true love
My heart was empty; you filled it with hope
My heart was alone; you joined yours to mine
My heart was broken; your love healed me
My heart was confused, you gave it enlightened joy
My mind was hurt; you filled it with happiness
My mind saw the past; you opened my eyes to expectations
My mind saw no future; you show me a bright life
My mind was clouded; your love cast away the shadows
With you I now see clearly
With you I see the joy true love can bring
With you I feel true love I have longed for
With you I can give the love long hidden in me
For your love I will give anything
For your love I will do any task
For your love I would go anywhere
For your love I offer my open heart
I join my heart to yours
I offer my life to live with yours
I offer my love for the taking
I give my devotion for always
Is there love IRL?
My Lady Love
(for Cecelia) 5-98
A breath of fresh air
Gentle, her fingers, velvet touches
I close my eyes and she is near
Every day reminding me what love is
Her soft voice, wind chimes in my mind
Who knows the expanse of my love
For it is she who drives me to greater expanses
If and when I try and prevail
It is she who will be there by my side
Our futures are one
If only together now it is not for others
The down and out of life does not touch us
Even as I speak and all else changes
We, our love remains constant
For the time we spend can
Only be renewed on the morning.
I care not what the world holds for me
As it is her whims and schemes that hold me
If not for the love and caring of her
Where would I be at this place and time
Her love makes me the man I am.
I live for her and only her
I am nothing without her
Given the changes of life and time
Now and forever there will be other changes
But now this moment of time can only hold two
lives, two hearts, one love
A love knowing no bounds, only sweet rewards
Giving self, envisioning for now
The future will be bright.
Given time and space now and forever
There is and will be a new bright future
None have or will know this new love but us
Hand in hand, lips to lips becoming one together
Giving, taking, sweet greed and yearning
Ever replenishing love fulfilling all needs
Two lovers eyes meeting, first glance
Have I ?
(for Cecelia) 3-98
Have I told you how much I love you?
Have I told you how much I care?
Have I told you I can't live without you?
How my heart feels so cold and so bare?
Have I told you how I hear your heart beat?
Even though it's beat is so far away?
Have I told you that you're my first thought when I wake up?
And that you're my last thought of every day?
Have I told you I can feel you hold me?
Even though your arms aren't really here?
Have I told you I kiss your eyelids at night?
So that your dreams will be rid of their fear?
Have I told you how I love your eyes?
And the world behind them I see?
Have I told you how much I love your mind?
And how intelligent that you must be?
Have I told you how much I love you?
Have I told you how much I care?
Have I told you I can't live without you?
How my heart feels so cold and so bare?
Our Love
(for Cecelia) 3-98
You are my angel, my fire
Now and always, I gave you my heart
To have you and love you, my one desire
Forever, we will not be apart
The promise of your love, sustains me
A single day with you, a dream come true
Our sweet love forever will be
The love of my life, my dream, is you
Love Destined
(for Cecelia) 3-98
My love, I only feel this way with you
Knowing your love and passion are forever true
My heart, once, the bearer of sorrow and joy
now a happy, contended heart, filled only with joy
True passion, conceived in my heart and soul
Love I have no desire to hold back or control
With you my heart flies high beyond heaven
Love in my heart matched by your love given
Beyond the shadows and light of the day
My love for you grows, allowing what may
The love of a lifetime at last we find
A dream come true, shared real and in our mind
Sweet expectations of a lifelong love
A special coupling of two blessed from above
Forever and always our love is destined
To thrive and blossom, we together hand in hand
My Love
(for Cecelia) 3-98
I searched a lifetime, and could only dream
To find a love whose feelings were true
In you I have found, My hopes and my dream
From the moment we met, sweet passion I knew
A caring heart matching the passion I feel
Returning the feelings I have held deep
Sweet kisses and caresses at last real
From my heart, my emotions now leap
Unconditional love given freely
A promise of lifetime fulfillment
Your love and emotions thrill me
I take and cherish your commitment
From now until forever
Taking and giving all
You and I both taker and giver
Longing to love and hold, never to fall
My love grows yet deeper every day
My feelings flowing from my heart
Needing to be shown in every way
At last to be together, never to part
If I am allowed one dream
That dream is to be with you
Having one and only one scheme
My love, my life, to spend with you
Be My Life
(for Cecelia) 2-98
Will you share and be my life?
Or just lay with me and talk?
Lying with you I know no strife
I look forward to our lifelong walk
Give yourself to me unconditionally
Will you hold me and keep me close?
Provide me all your love additionally
Thrilling me from head to toes?
Needing to hold you deep in the night
Wanting all your love and more
Knowing our love is perfectly right
Knowing it is you that I adore
You have awakened such passion in me
Need you to calm me when I shake
Our love, now and always must be
Wanting your passion and a kiss awake
Always in anticipation of your love
Needing to finish what we have started
You are my sweet angel, blessed from above
Knowing for both, this is what we wanted
Sweet Dream
(for Cecelia) 2-98
She walks in silence
stops for a brief moment
Only she aware, of her goal
quietly she wanders the glen
continuing, to her hearts desire
she enters a quiet alcove
there by a babbling brook
she finds her quest
her lover, sleeping alone
she goes to him, gently kisses his lips
he slowly awakens, and whispers her name
My love, tender kisses
Lost
and Found
(for Cecelia) 1-98
I was lost in a
maze of confusion
You found me and led me out
Your love and passion have saved me
I now know what true love is about
We both wasted time chasing shadows
Now together we walk in the light
Beginning an adventure shared by few
A journey that can only be shared by two
A secret brought us together
We met through a mystery
A secret to be solved, even better
Clues given, sweet gifts to me
We share feelings few will know
Our thoughts so close, uncanny
Our direction true, now to follow
Your feelings, and thoughts now thrill me
Your love now fills my heart
Your image always in my mind
Only time and distance keep us apart
Sweet solution I know we will find
Spending time with you my desire
You spark the fires of imagination
Your love fans the fire
Now and forever, I am taken
Nine Days
(for Cecelia) 1-98
Nine days ago
Seems like forever
Could we ever know
We were to be together
A week and 2 days, a short time
Sweet love and expectations given
Yet, A promise of a lifetime
For we two, a journey to heaven
Our love now grows day to day
Life's true purpose at last revealed
We two to be together on Someday
What To Do
(for Cecelia) 1-98
What am I going to do with you.
My options are many, just to name a few.
I could chase you down a secluded beach at sunset,
knowing that you will stop, long enough for me to catch you.
I could run into the warm surf, hoping you would follow me.
I could sweep you off your feet
begin a long tickling contest with you only to give up,
when you kiss me.
But, I think instead, I will close my eyes,
and holding you close in a long caress,
kissing your sweet lips.
Keeping you safe for as long as you need me.
Holding you
(for Cecelia) 1-98
If I could do one thing
I would reach out
hold you keep you in my arms
where you belong till the dawn
awake you with a kiss
you fill my dreams
my waking hours
though we are apart
our souls are forever close
you give me laughter and hope
our new year brought such joy
in ways I cannot explain
I am blessed with finding you
APART
I yearn to be with you once
again
It's been too long a time.
I crave your soft caress and then
Your passioned love sublime.
I will not let myself despair
For soon we will unite.
And then, again, I will ensnare
You in my arms at night.
Hopes and Dreams
To tomorrow I cast my gaze
Looking only towards my hopes
My dreams of being with you
I let my mind wander through
Endless reality in knowing
That my feelings for you
Are not one-sided but definitely
Being returned every moment.
There are times when I feel
I cannot live another moment
Without being in your arms
However, time will predict
As circumstances dictate
The probability of what we know
To be greater than just a mere possibility.
Someday I hope that I can fill your arms
With my warmth, tenderness and caring
As my feelings for you emanate outward
And fill your innermost being.
Not a moment has gone by
That I have not thought of you.
You fill my body's every cell
And radiate throughout my heart and soul.
I have never felt like I feel when I am with you.
Being with you in person will be the most exhilarating
Experience I have ever had the pleasure to know.
I know this in my heart and my soul.
There's just something about you that makes me glow.
When thinking of you my smile is fixed,
My eyes are bright and happy.
I cannot tell you even in a million words
How my feelings for you grow moment by moment.
So with these feeble words spoken above
I am telling you just a small portion of what I feel for you
Morning Kiss
I awake in the morning to the taste of your sweet kiss
I smile as I hear your laughter ringing in my ear
Though we are not together, your smile is what I miss
I close my eyes at anytime, your image then appears
My thoughts of you entrance me in ways I have not known
I find myself so thrilled to at last have found you now
I hold them now close to my cheek, the kisses you have blown
By sheer chance or by pure enchanted luck, I truly wonder how
You fire my imagination to new exciting things
To live without you darling, a thought I could not bear
I find you even wander now inside my dreams
My hopes are lifted high, just knowing how much you care
My day is filled with precious thoughts of you
And so as this day ends, sweetheart, this poem for you
TIME
If the world
wishes to survive
without tilting
from side to side,
It would do well
to remove
any space of earth
that stands between us
and melt away
any segment of time
which keeps us apart.
Triumph
I stretch my mind across the space,
That keeps us both apart.
I try to kiss your lovely face
With all the strength within my heart.
And when, at last, I do succeed,
I feel contentment deep.
I bask in the triumph of my deed,
Then gently fall asleep.
True Friend
your inner self is what I see
when you type your words to me
you paint a picture of you so clear
your humor and feelings draw me near
if we were neighbors..all would know
grass on a busy street does not grow
even as we never met I feel I know you with no regret
our thoughts in words to each we spell
with laughter and deep feelings each knows so well
a true friend in you is what I see
some would find it difficult to believe
UNITED
Each day - each hour - each
minute we are apart is an eternity.
Thoughts of you flood my mind with desire, and, at times,
I cannot bear our separation.
My love, it feels as if a part of me is missing,
and that is very distressing.
I know that, in time, we will be together,
and this knowledge consoles me to a small degree.
However, it can never take away the pain and anguish of the moment.
Only your presence can do that.
You are the light of my life,
the nourishment of my soul, the essence of my being and you,
my love, give me the strength to carry on.
Until that wonderful day when we are united,
I am always yours in thought and spirit.
SLEEPING
You fall asleep in my arms.
I lie awake and watch you sleeping.
I am amazed how much you care for me.
You look so contented, your hair framing your face.
A secret smile appears on you face.
Even while you sleep, I love looking at you.
I don't know why I have been blessed to find you.
I gently kiss your eye-lids, your lips.
Lay down next to you, holding you tight.
Drift off to dream of you, knowing you will be here.
Walk
I walked with you today
with you and the One inside you
who beamed light through your eyes.
Your voice seemed more than your voice
and held meaning beyond your meaning.
Who was in you speaking?
I walked with you and mystery today,
and now I need to learn Who dwells in you.
Perhaps the One inside me knows.
When I Dream
What do I do with a lady like you
now that I at last have found you
could just close my eyes
dream of you before I rise
I could weave my dreams around you
chase you through them to keep you in view
lay you down in a field of clover
caress you and kiss you over and over
walk a beach with you on a moon lit night
stopping to pull you close, holding you tight
kiss your sweet neck, whisper in your ear
tell you my feelings as I hold you near
all these things and more with you
I cannot wait at last to do
at long last to have you to feel
at last you to be real